Ah, I think I’m growing up some. Which is a totally great thing. 
Let’s see…
1. I’ve finally accepted God’s will for my life. This is awesome. I so incredibly at peace now with school. I know that He’s somehow going to make it that I get my degree if I am to do what He’s calling me to do. I’m also at peace that somehow I should be able to get into the English program, especially when I seem to be at ease with creative writing, unlike that crap called business. But I’m so excited about what God’s doing in my life. In fact, I might sign up to take some classes that are once a month, and if so, it’ll help me out even better. I definetely need to pray about them and whatnot, but its awesome to see what He’s showing me and where He’s taking me.
2. I stepped out of my “box” tonight a bit. I am by no means a sports person, but because I had about three people asking me to play, I decided to join the Field Games Lifegroup tonight in playing kickball. Only, we got there and the field was taken by baseball practices. So then we all decided on basketball, only we went to the outdoor courts at the gym to only have them all locked up. Soccer was what we ended up playing. :/ I am not a fan of soccer. But I didn’t complain (other than the occassional “i hate soccer” with a smile). Of course I was horrible at playing though. My team was really nice about it though, and they basically wouldn’t let me quit playing. haha. We even had some international guys come up and ask to play with us, and they kept trying to teach me. It was pretty cool.
3. I feel like I’m doing better in XA now that I’ve accepted what God’s been trying to get my attention on for the past month or so. I feel like I’m getting back in the groove of things, whereas I just felt sort of outcasted. I know its stupid to think, but a lot of the time I feel like the guys aren’t really all that close of friends with me even though we hang out all the time. Its totally dumb, because the guys definetely call me up on stuff to do or invite me to chill and hang out. But anyways, I’m feeling better about XA over all.
Growing up is kind of frightening, but its exciting as well. I can’t wait to see how God keeps growing me as this semester goes by. 
